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Vents Sunday, 8 November 2015 | 0 comment[s] Now that I think about it.. I like the whole "vent" concept. Vents are what we use to ventilate our rooms - to make them seem fresher. We use the term "vent" when we want someone to talk about their problems because do you know what that does? It unloads the burdens that they have in their hearts. And right now, that's what I'm doing with a friend. I'm letting them ventilate all their feelings onto me. But even though I'm glad I'm able to help them just a little bit... It hurts.
I've got this dull throb right now. And it hurts so much. Because what they're sending me, is hitting me straight home in the feels. I can partially relate to it. I'm linking him to it. It's making me thing of him and it's making me miss him so much.
I still think of him every day. Like honestly. Even yesterday during the time period of studying for our chemistry exam. His group was studying nearby so I came by and wanted to see what they were studying. Every now and then I couldn't help but glance at him but when I did, I saw him looking away so it kind of made me sad. :( I still want to at least try to smile at hime but I can't do it if he keeps on looking away from me. I just hope it won't be too awkward if we're forced to dance together during dance rehearsals...
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