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. Monday 5 November 2018 | 0 comment[s] It seems that whenever I post something it always ends up being something related to romance. Something related to love. And mostly, it's normally when I was in pain. I thought I'd stop using this blog and just leave it as a thing of the past but it seems like I need to come back to it again. Yeah, sure, I have people I can talk to about these problems of mine but they feel so... so pointless. These issues. There problems. Can they even be called them? They're so insignificant. So minor. Yet I can't turn to someone about it because I don't want to bother them. And not only that, I don't know if I can actually trust some of the people who I've ranted to before. I'm just so... tired of finding out that another person knows about these feelings that I hold for this person. Especially because it means that they've found out through other means... through people who I've told. I believed that they wouldn't tell anyone and yeah, sure it must've accidentally slipped out but... Can I really trust them to not "accidentally slip" about my problems? Especially if they're of my emotions? Originally I was going to write about something but the more I typed the more I thought about it and it's just... worthless. I get too hung up on the minor details. I get too invested. I get too emotional. I think too much. I assume the worst of most situations. I get too clingy. I get jealous too easily. I just... want these sad feelings to go away so I can stop crying... |
