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願い: Think Tuesday, 5 November 2013 | 0 comment[s] People... Really need to think... haha... To be honest.. I'm going to be blunt here. Suzanne... I told you.. Well, not literally but you read it and you know it. Davison and I, we're not exactly dating. We can't. You don't even know how painful it is man. Haha. I know your reasons why you don't but still... That really hurt when you commented that thing of 'lovers quarrel'. Haha. Something I want... But I can't have... I'm sorry but I had to let it out... Haha.. It's selfish of me but yeah.. Because I had a feeling that something bad was going to happen and I really didn't want to ruin Davison's happy mood either so yeah.. Haha.. Reminds me... You said you didn't like the 'current' me either right..? Do you want me to go back to being that depressed girl in the corner all over again? Since... I'm pretty sure the current me... is more happier than the old me... Haha.. I'm just saying.. Any who... Japanese teacher did end up reading our ideal thing. Lmfao. We had this little competition as well to see who could guess everyone's ideal type thing. I ended up tying with a classmate at first place. Lmfao. Damn it. Oh wells. Haha. I guess mine was a bit more embarrasing because the teacher ended up typing it and like.. They spent a while reading it too.. Haha. The Japanese student and teacher were like "Ngaaws. That's cute." The things I wrote were embarrassing af and when the teacher was explaining a word that I wrote, "Hohoemi" which meant something along the lines of "smile" or something, but the way the teacher was explaining it... Ended up making me grin a bit in class. Lmfao. "Cheek smile" which made people think of "cheeky smile" which made me think of all of Davison's cheekiness. God damn I just want to pull his cheeks until they're red. Freaking cheeky guy. :( I fell asleep on the bus and ended up missing my stop by two. Lmfao. Luckily... It wasn't far away. haha. I just got off and walked home. Even luckier was that I didn't have to pick up siblings today. Haha. Sister is on her grade seven camp (since she couldn't go to her grade five one) and aunt picked up brother. Haha. So yeah. I just pretty much walked home by myself and... did fail recordings of myself singing. I sung so many songs.. And it's either bad... Or I couldn't do it. SERIOUSLY MAN. Eight tries. EIGHT GOD DAMN DIFFERENT TRIES. :( Tried to do a friend's request on "Just the way you are" by Bruno Mars... I guess you can say I did well on that but like.. my pronounciation is so crap so I just left it and tried another. "Girl on fire" by Alicia Keys. Too high. Next. Fairy Tail opening. Too fast and my pronounciation is getting bad as well so.. Next. I just stuck with Varsity's Baby steps. Haha. I guess I did an alright job.. Though.. You can hear my voice fall flat most of the time and like it's pretty crap altogether. Haha. But I guess it's the best video out of all the tries I did so I just stuck with that one. Haha. Yay. And... I'm meant to be asleep but I stayed on for another hour, typing this up on a stick note just so that I can copy and paste it onto my blog. Lmfao. Mum's so going to rage but oh wells. Need to start on my English. LIKE, SERIOUSLLYYYY. I'M SO BEHIND. SHIET. |
