Last day of school. Hmm. Yay? Haha, I really don’t know. I’ve been putting up a facade for the whole day because I was in such a really bad mood. In the end... My last conversation with Davison...Turned out to be an argument... Haha... I tried to break the really strong tension between us but I think that just made him really angry because I actually had to go soon so yeah... :/

Before I had to return my laptop and all, I actually tried to save my conversation history for memories (as cheesy, childish and extremely weird it may seem) but in the end... Skype just ended up dying because... I don’t think it could load 11 months worth of chats. :p Haha. You know, today actually marks 11^th month since I’ve met Davison. A bit childish since I take note of these things. Haha. 22 January – the day I met him; 24 January – the day we added each other on skype; 01 March – the day he asked me out; 24 July – his birthday; 26 July – the day that I hurt him really bad... To the point that he wouldn’t even talk to me and just casted me aside haha; 04 August – the day when I was forced to break up with him; 15 September – the day when he really wanted to end things with me; is it childish of me to remember such dates? Haha.

Oh right... Hey Mr Goody Goody, not sure if you know I’m referring to you or not but if not, does “Shy Boy” ring any bells? :p But yeah. I’m sorry for causing everything like that last night. Haha. I somehow doubt you’ll read my blog anymore but yeah. You know one of those things that made you tear up? Well, I did it again but I highly doubt you checked... Haha.. AND, as a hint since I have a feeling you’re probably thinking something along the lines like “There’s a few...” or “Which one” or something like that. :p I have no idea but yeah. :p It relates to this blog.

To be honest, the reason why I was in such a bad mood was that... I kept on having these thoughts... That Davison actually might move on from me so yeah... Haha.. Honestly didn’t feel like eating and sat online when everyone went to the pool to celebrate the end of year 10. Haha. Just sat alone.. Underneath my umbrella. Haha. Honestly was going to go to sleep since I was really on the verge of crying haha. To be honest, Davison was really on my mind the whole time. Academy, nothing happened so I just read through my previous conversations with him (and I must say... They still make me grin to the point I had to cover my mouth since I was sitting around people haha). Then it was form, I just made cranes thinking of him. Merit ceremony, half the time I wasn’t paying attention because my mind was pretty much preoccupied with thoughts of Davison. Haha. Then yeahh... Pool time was more alone time thinking of him. :p Made cranes at the end of it so that I didn’t get way too depressed haha.

But yeaahhh... Right now, I’m just typing this up since sister isn’t on so lucky me. Haha. Only doing this after reading what... eleven manga books? Lmfao. But yeah. I guess that’s how it is. Haha. And... I’m really just going to cut this post short because I’m scared parents are going to come and kick me off so yeah. Haha. 

Last day of school. Hmm. Yay? Haha, I really don’t know. I’ve been putting up a facade for the whole day because I was in such a really bad mood. In the end... My last conversation with Davison...Turned out to be an argument... Haha... I tried to break the really strong tension between us but I think that just made him really angry because I actually had to go soon so yeah... :/

Before I had to return my laptop and all, I actually tried to save my conversation history for memories (as cheesy, childish and extremely weird it may seem) but in the end... Skype just ended up dying because... I don’t think it could load 11 months worth of chats. :p Haha. You know, today actually marks 11^th month since I’ve met Davison. A bit childish since I take note of these things. Haha. 22 January – the day I met him; 24 January – the day we added each other on skype; 01 March – the day he asked me out; 24 July – his birthday; 26 July – the day that I hurt him really bad... To the point that he wouldn’t even talk to me and just casted me aside haha; 04 August – the day when I was forced to break up with him; 15 September – the day when he really wanted to end things with me; is it childish of me to remember such dates? Haha.

Oh right... Hey Mr Goody Goody, not sure if you know I’m referring to you or not but if not, does “Shy Boy” ring any bells? :p But yeah. I’m sorry for causing everything like that last night. Haha. I somehow doubt you’ll read my blog anymore but yeah. You know one of those things that made you tear up? Well, I did it again but I highly doubt you checked... Haha.. AND, as a hint since I have a feeling you’re probably thinking something along the lines like “There’s a few...” or “Which one” or something like that. :p I have no idea but yeah. :p It relates to this blog.

To be honest, the reason why I was in such a bad mood was that... I kept on having these thoughts... That Davison actually might move on from me so yeah... Haha.. Honestly didn’t feel like eating and sat online when everyone went to the pool to celebrate the end of year 10. Haha. Just sat alone.. Underneath my umbrella. Haha. Honestly was going to go to sleep since I was really on the verge of crying haha. To be honest, Davison was really on my mind the whole time. Academy, nothing happened so I just read through my previous conversations with him (and I must say... They still make me grin to the point I had to cover my mouth since I was sitting around people haha). Then it was form, I just made cranes thinking of him. Merit ceremony, half the time I wasn’t paying attention because my mind was pretty much preoccupied with thoughts of Davison. Haha. Then yeahh... Pool time was more alone time thinking of him. :p Made cranes at the end of it so that I didn’t get way too depressed haha.

But yeaahhh... Right now, I’m just typing this up since sister isn’t on so lucky me. Haha. Only doing this after reading what... eleven manga books? Lmfao. But yeah. I guess that’s how it is. Haha. And... I’m really just going to cut this post short because I’m scared parents are going to come and kick me off so yeah. Haha.