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春: Yada Sunday, 15 September 2013 | 0 comment[s] Please... Please don't make me... My dad... Is telling me to stop talking to Davison... Just so that he can forget me... I can't, I won't. It just hurts too much, breaking up with him was hard enough, not talking to him will freaking kill me. I know I'm being drastic but I can't do it, I can't stop talking to him. I've said this many times before, but it's still the same. He's still the reason why I'm able to smile. He's still the reason why I'm not a loner. I told Davison this.. And he told me to just do it... He apparently... Doesn't really care anymore... I'm hurt. I'm really hurt. If... I really am forced to stop talking to him... I swear to god... I'm going to be a whole different person... My stomach hurts, my stomach's churning. I really do feel as though.. He doesn't care anymore... That his feelings for me... Has changed... The promise he made with me... I feel as though it's starting to break.. I'm scared. I'm really scared. It hurts, and yes. I'm crying. It just hurts, so much. I wonder.... Would things be different... If I wasn't so fucking stupid...? Ha's house practicing for English assignment. So enthusiastic. Nothing else to say. Crying. Hurt. Please... Don't make me stop... Please... Don't let it end... Please... Stay with me.... |
