So, I was studying for maths last night which was today yeah? Hmm, parents go off at me for it. Haha. Dad went off at me for staying up past nine – stayed up to eleven just to study. I don’t even know why I’m even bothering anymore. They want me to go to school to learn, to get good grades. Well then. How the fuck, am I supposed to get that, when all you do is just freaking yell at me all the time. Yes, I know I’m swearing a lot but I can’t help it. I’m just freaking upset and tired of all this crap. Yes, I’m crying, I don’t know anymore. Just… Urgh. I can’t deal with it. I’m just… sick of it all.. I can’t talk back because dad’ll just threaten me with something again, mum’ll probably just go off at me again.. Why… Why do they do this to me..? Why.. Can’t I just go through one week… Without being hurt, upset, or just plain negative…? Urgh..

Well, before that happened since it was at home, English was quite a fun lesson. Haha. Drafting my script with one of my classmates, and I’m going to be Romeo and the Nurse since she doesn’t want to do it. Haha. Hopefully it gets to four minutes since it’s a minimum of two to three minutes per person. So yeah.. Not sure. But, I can’t act as Romeo because he’s just god damn sappy and… urgh. Cringe. I can’t act as a guy. Lmfao. Even though I’m told I am one but yeah.. Sighhh…

Maths exam, I probably screwed up the exam since I finished 20 minutes in… Don’t know why.. But, yeah.. Haha. Speaking of exams, need to study for Japanese. Need to write out my script so. Yeah.. Time to work on that. 

"It does not matter how slowly you go as long as you do not stop." - Confucius 

So, I was studying for maths last night which was today yeah? Hmm, parents go off at me for it. Haha. Dad went off at me for staying up past nine – stayed up to eleven just to study. I don’t even know why I’m even bothering anymore. They want me to go to school to learn, to get good grades. Well then. How the fuck, am I supposed to get that, when all you do is just freaking yell at me all the time. Yes, I know I’m swearing a lot but I can’t help it. I’m just freaking upset and tired of all this crap. Yes, I’m crying, I don’t know anymore. Just… Urgh. I can’t deal with it. I’m just… sick of it all.. I can’t talk back because dad’ll just threaten me with something again, mum’ll probably just go off at me again.. Why… Why do they do this to me..? Why.. Can’t I just go through one week… Without being hurt, upset, or just plain negative…? Urgh..

Well, before that happened since it was at home, English was quite a fun lesson. Haha. Drafting my script with one of my classmates, and I’m going to be Romeo and the Nurse since she doesn’t want to do it. Haha. Hopefully it gets to four minutes since it’s a minimum of two to three minutes per person. So yeah.. Not sure. But, I can’t act as Romeo because he’s just god damn sappy and… urgh. Cringe. I can’t act as a guy. Lmfao. Even though I’m told I am one but yeah.. Sighhh…

Maths exam, I probably screwed up the exam since I finished 20 minutes in… Don’t know why.. But, yeah.. Haha. Speaking of exams, need to study for Japanese. Need to write out my script so. Yeah.. Time to work on that. 

"It does not matter how slowly you go as long as you do not stop." - Confucius