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春: Manga Saturday, 21 September 2013 | 0 comment[s] I pretty much spent the whole day reading manga today. Haha. I got to the latest in Kaichou wa maid-sama (although I think that's ending soon), Skip Beat, Pandora Hearts and Kimi ni todoke. Right now, I'm reading Strobe Edge. To be honest, in every single manga, there's one bit that reminds me of Davison and I or a bit where I wish that was him and I. Haha. I'm actually starting to become more envious as the days goes by. Yesterday... As though I tried my best to ignore it, I couldn't help but look at all the couples cuddling. I know I couldn't do anything but I just felt s tinge of envy and jealousy. Haha. I want to experience that. I want to be treasured. I know I'm wishing for things that won't happen for another year or two but I can't help it. I just... want that to be me... Just reading something that my friend wrote... Even from that, I felt a twinge of envy. I can't help it anymore. I'm starting to become more selfish, more greedy... More... Not me as the days goes by... Urgh.. I went to piano early today (wearing the dress that he wanted me to) ad now I'm part of this volunteering thing. Haha. I dont mind it but the thing he's setting for me right now... Is a bit over my capabilities. I CAN'T WRITE IN VIETNAMESE. QQ. He wants me to type up instructions on how to use things like saving a document, writing emails and such. But the thing is I have to type it up in Vietnamese. Like I can't do that at all. Nope. Can't do it whatsoever. THEREFORE, I'm getting my mum to help me. HAHAHAHA. Yay for getting help. Otherwise I would've just done it in English and go "FWEEEEEEEEEEEE I GIVE UP." LOL. Oh wells. At least he gave me the laptop to type it on. Trying to help a friend with her love problem at the moment even though I'm meant to be off (I'm using the laptop I was given to talk to her via Facebook). Mum's right behind me too so I can't exactly reply to Davison even though I want to. :C So sad. But yeah. Need to get off before she starts lecturing me again. Haha. Gawd damn. This urge to talk to Davison is huge but... I must resist for the sake of it otherwise I'm going to get into trouble and knowing him... He'll feel guilty and bad about it so yeah... :I Oh wells. I just hope he's having fun at his party right now. Haha. Alright, she's starting to go off at me now. Haha. Just because I'm trying to guess friend's crush. Meh. I'm still going to try to help either way. Haha. Alright, time to go back to helping out this friend of mine with her problem... "The only way to do great work is to love what you do." - Steve Jobs. |
