I really think I’m becoming more selfish these days… And the bad thing is that.. It only happens when It’s related to Davison.. haha.. I don’t know anymore… But maybe… That’s the reason why I’m easily hurt these days… Reading the things that I wrote a year ago, I seemed so hyperactive and so into kpop that I had to literally cringe… But I remember.. how I used to be so sad in a way. Haha. I don’t know what’s happening to me… Should I go back to what I was before? I don’t even know anymore. Haha. Since to do that, I need to become that lonely isolated child that sits by herself. Haha. I remember how I did that for Japanese. Texting Davison without a care in the world. Almost got caught once but yeah. Haha. Those were such fond memories. I still remember, before we even got together, I told him that he should be my guide for Sydney. Haha. Gosh, I miss those times. To be honest, I was actually planning to do that in Japanese today, to sit at the back and be a lonely person all over again. Haha. But yeah, I didn’t. I don’t… Even know anymore.. I don’t know what’s wrong with me..

Any who, everything excluding that earlier, was a normal day really. Haha. AMS, group’s kind of still screwed up but if not, we all currently equally hate the teacher. Haha. Nothing else to say and I have my Japanese exam to prepare for so yeah.. it's funny.. because I actually re read what I wrote last year because I thought I something like this happened last year since it’s near my birthday and all, haha. But it turned out, it didn't. So yeah, haha. To be honest... It was kind of expected something like this would happen… So yeah. Haha. 

"I have been impressed with the urgency of doing. Knowing is not enough;we must apply. being willing is not enough; we must do." - Leaonardo da Vinci.

I really think I’m becoming more selfish these days… And the bad thing is that.. It only happens when It’s related to Davison.. haha.. I don’t know anymore… But maybe… That’s the reason why I’m easily hurt these days… Reading the things that I wrote a year ago, I seemed so hyperactive and so into kpop that I had to literally cringe… But I remember.. how I used to be so sad in a way. Haha. I don’t know what’s happening to me… Should I go back to what I was before? I don’t even know anymore. Haha. Since to do that, I need to become that lonely isolated child that sits by herself. Haha. I remember how I did that for Japanese. Texting Davison without a care in the world. Almost got caught once but yeah. Haha. Those were such fond memories. I still remember, before we even got together, I told him that he should be my guide for Sydney. Haha. Gosh, I miss those times. To be honest, I was actually planning to do that in Japanese today, to sit at the back and be a lonely person all over again. Haha. But yeah, I didn’t. I don’t… Even know anymore.. I don’t know what’s wrong with me..

Any who, everything excluding that earlier, was a normal day really. Haha. AMS, group’s kind of still screwed up but if not, we all currently equally hate the teacher. Haha. Nothing else to say and I have my Japanese exam to prepare for so yeah.. it's funny.. because I actually re read what I wrote last year because I thought I something like this happened last year since it’s near my birthday and all, haha. But it turned out, it didn't. So yeah, haha. To be honest... It was kind of expected something like this would happen… So yeah. Haha. 

"I have been impressed with the urgency of doing. Knowing is not enough;we must apply. being willing is not enough; we must do." - Leaonardo da Vinci.