Welp, I’m upset. Haha. Parents finally know/realise that Davison and I broke up. Especially how they replied. Haha. Dad saw his profile picture and like, yeah. Didn’t believe me when I said that he was 16. Sigh. Mum was saying that if he wanted to be my boyfriend then he should do something. Davison thinks that she would’ve said that he should come here, haha. I personally think she would want him to introduce himself or something, since he has texted her saying something like that before. Haha. I didn’t know what she was going to say because I straight up said we broke up ages ago. Her tone of replying, hurt me. It made me think as though she actually wanted me to break up with him, and hat hurt a lot. Since he was like, “Oh? That’s okay then.” Man, that hurt so much. I almost teared up. Haha. Since she strated asking me on why I still talked to him, and I asked her “We can’t be friends?”. Since she said something like: “Then why do you still talk to him?” Sig, I was so hurt. Because after I asked her that, she’s like: “Just friends? That’s alright then.” Man, I was so frustrated. :/

But yeah, nothing else really happened on this day. Just typing with my eyes closed, haha. Got into trouble for making cranes after I got kicked off the laptop. Haha. Well, I was trying to edit my story for the competition but that didn’t exactly work. I ended up reading one of my conversation with a friend who I honestly feel sorry for.. To be honest, all the crap that everyone’s going through, around the word, no one deserves it. Especially to people that I care about. Suzanne, Mimi, Davison. People who have one of the crappiest (I know it’s not a word) days in their lives. I pretty much have no right to be saying anything like this since their life is worse than mine. A whole load worse. Haha. Like, seriously, they haven’t done anything to deserve such pain and despair. Nothing at all.

Typing this with my eyes closed and I feel as though I’m going to end up falling asleep soon. Haha. Quite sleepy right now but yeah. Haha. Meep, need to work on my music assignment sooooo~ I’ll go work on it now. OH YEAH, I was supposed to do my music assignment today, but then like. It was in the last period and I was saved by the bell so I was lucky. :D But now, I’m first up for Wednesday. QQ So sad. Haha. More stress it would seem. Kind of what my friend told me today, something about me saying something that’s deep. Haha. “First is stress, last is pressure.” Or something like that. Haha.

Oh wells. Time to go practice it.

"You can't fall if you don't climb. But there's no oy in living your whole live on the ground." - Unknown 

Welp, I’m upset. Haha. Parents finally know/realise that Davison and I broke up. Especially how they replied. Haha. Dad saw his profile picture and like, yeah. Didn’t believe me when I said that he was 16. Sigh. Mum was saying that if he wanted to be my boyfriend then he should do something. Davison thinks that she would’ve said that he should come here, haha. I personally think she would want him to introduce himself or something, since he has texted her saying something like that before. Haha. I didn’t know what she was going to say because I straight up said we broke up ages ago. Her tone of replying, hurt me. It made me think as though she actually wanted me to break up with him, and hat hurt a lot. Since he was like, “Oh? That’s okay then.” Man, that hurt so much. I almost teared up. Haha. Since she strated asking me on why I still talked to him, and I asked her “We can’t be friends?”. Since she said something like: “Then why do you still talk to him?” Sig, I was so hurt. Because after I asked her that, she’s like: “Just friends? That’s alright then.” Man, I was so frustrated. :/

But yeah, nothing else really happened on this day. Just typing with my eyes closed, haha. Got into trouble for making cranes after I got kicked off the laptop. Haha. Well, I was trying to edit my story for the competition but that didn’t exactly work. I ended up reading one of my conversation with a friend who I honestly feel sorry for.. To be honest, all the crap that everyone’s going through, around the word, no one deserves it. Especially to people that I care about. Suzanne, Mimi, Davison. People who have one of the crappiest (I know it’s not a word) days in their lives. I pretty much have no right to be saying anything like this since their life is worse than mine. A whole load worse. Haha. Like, seriously, they haven’t done anything to deserve such pain and despair. Nothing at all.

Typing this with my eyes closed and I feel as though I’m going to end up falling asleep soon. Haha. Quite sleepy right now but yeah. Haha. Meep, need to work on my music assignment sooooo~ I’ll go work on it now. OH YEAH, I was supposed to do my music assignment today, but then like. It was in the last period and I was saved by the bell so I was lucky. :D But now, I’m first up for Wednesday. QQ So sad. Haha. More stress it would seem. Kind of what my friend told me today, something about me saying something that’s deep. Haha. “First is stress, last is pressure.” Or something like that. Haha.

Oh wells. Time to go practice it.

"You can't fall if you don't climb. But there's no oy in living your whole live on the ground." - Unknown