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â‚° Envy Monday, 5 August 2013 | 0 comment[s] Oh how I envy people~. Haha, I really am envious of several people. There are people who have good relationships with their parents, people who are free and couples who are together. Damn, I envy them. Haha. Today, I saw sooo many couples today, and it freaking hurt. I went to look for someone, saw a friend cuddling her boyfriend. Damn that hurt. Haha, why... Did I have to see so many couples... In just one break.. In 35 minutes.. Why? Gawd damn, the pain in my chest hurt so much. Had to look away when that was happening. Haha. It reminded me of when I ended up crying before school and during first lunch. Hmm, damn I am such a weak kid. Haha. But yeah, English. We were watching Romeo and Juliet and... I honestly couldn't watch it. It reminded me of me and Davison too much. So I just sat and looked away, making cranes. Haha. I made four cranes, so I'm quite happy I guess. Haha. I have about.. 960 craned to go? Honestly don't mind if it'll take that long, since I guess it helps me get my kind off things for a bit but then again reason why I'm making these is because of Davison sooo~ I'm still thinking of him either way. Haha. Then there's also the fact that I was thinking of him the whole time the whole day, since he was stuck in my head the whole time. Haha. Guess that just proves I'm madly in love with him, no? Hehe. Well, one thing's for sure. My feelings won't ever change. Same thing with Japanese, teacher was using Sydney as an example and yeah. made me think of him. Gosh I love him so. AAAAND, parent's be raging at me. Haha, guess time's up. Memories can never been forgotten. |
