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â‚° Sea World
Saturday, 27 July 2013 | 0 comment[s]

So I went sea world with my family and relativessss. Only because a family from my relative's side came to Brisbane from Sydney. It was a fun experience. Went on about three rides. One roller coaster one, the jet rescue one and the vikings one. Haha. Got wet on he vikings one, since the seat was wet from previous rides. LOL. I just like, sat on my jumper during the ride. Hehe.
I also won two prizes for sister and nephewwww. I won the prizes at this basketball attraction. Been so long since I've played... So freaking rusty I tell you. LOL
For nephew, I was only meant to have three balls and I missed all three. QQ So sad, but then the staff ended up giving me more. LOL LIKE, they ended up giving me an extra four or five so yeah. Got two out of those seven or eight balls. HAHA. And then, my cousin chose the crocodile toy for her son. After that, sister wanted the huge bat so I went and played the game for her. I got one out of the three tries, and then the staff once again gave me four more balls so I threw them in. I got two out of those four balls. So basically, I got three out of seven. Was happy. Hehe. BUT THEN, when I blew up the bat for her (it was a blow it up bat) she started waking me in the head with it. QQ Freaking hurt man. So sad. LOL.
Afterwards, sister was meant to go to a party but because uncle invited us to a sea food restaurant, so obviously, parents decided to go to the restaurant instead of taking sister to her party. Like, it would've taken us a hour to get home and sister probably wouldn't even have enough time to go to the party either way. Since, there was barely any time left and her appearing when it was late af. Haha. That would've been a bit rude, but not appearing altogether would've been rude as well. Haha.
At the restaurant, I chose this pasta but I could barely eat anything. The cheese was so freaking thick I tell you. I could barely eat anything at all. Haha. Actually, now that I think about it. I didn't eat much the whole day. Haha. A small breakfast, about four bites of a pork roll and barely anything from the pasta. Haha. THen again, I didn't feel like eating in the morning. Haha.

In the morning, I was quite depressed to be honest. Even though everything was kind of back to normal, I went depressed because of negative over thinking. Thought of things that really hurt. Honestly didn't feel like eating then. Every time I'm depressed... I think of things that hurt so much, especially the times when I hurt Davison.. Those times hurt the most, some actually hurt more than my parents threatening to disown me. Haha. They... Hurt so freaking much.

Yeah, I should stop thinking about them. Almost on the verge of tears again. Haha. Man, I've grown so weak these days. God damn it.

When it feels as though everything's better, that scar will always remain. In your mind, in your heart. Never forgotten.
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