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â‚° Whoopty-doo Wednesday, 29 May 2013 | 0 comment[s] I honestly, think, I failed my maths exam. Like, I literally only did two out of five questions. I left out more than half of it. I didn't get any of it at all. I swear to god, I bet you, it's because of the fact that I absolutely am terrible at problem solving. Haha. Either that, or the fact that my head went blank for most of it, and then there's the fact that I was quite sleepy. Haha. Or that my teacher didn't teach some of it? I don't know. Like, urgh. Frustrated me so much. And like, if my parents find out, then most likely, they're going to take my phone and then they're going to sit beside me every time when I'm on my laptop now. Haha. Then the intrusion of privacy arrives. So nice. Haha. This is why, I sometimes hate my family. No freedom, no privacy, no rights. A controlled life, just like a doll. Hmm, I don't want what happened to me last year to happen again. Where I was so alone and it hurt. A lot. Well, yeah. I won't go negative since I apparently made a 'fake promise' of some sort to a friend to not become negative, to not become depressed.. I told them that it wouldn't work, that it was unlikely for me to keep. Knowing me, I'm most likely to go depressed, especially if it regards my parents. My parents, are normally the cause of the reason why I'm upset. And whoopty doo. Have to finish this post the next day because mum took my kindle away and stuff. Urgh. I didn't go depressed, but I was upset like hell. Like, she's slowly trying to isolate me again. I isolated myself last year, I went anti-social last year. I was so gawd damn hurt last year, really lonely too. Sigh... Like, what's the actual point... In becoming successful if you don't have any connections whatsoever? Seriously.. Yup, I'm just delaying my time to get off now. Haha. Mum's already ape shit. Dad's going to be. So... I might as well just go now before they go off at me and then they take everything altogether. They already took my kindle so yeah... Bye people. "There's no point in success, if you have no connections." |
