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â‚° Miserable Tuesday, 14 May 2013 | 0 comment[s] Okay, today was miserable as hell. I'm hurt. I got hurt, so fucking badly. My dad, my friends, everything. Everything is just falling apart. Bit. By. Bit. It hurts so freaking badly. My friend, I was just trying to help him so that he doesn't get intro trouble by the teachers so I tried closing his laptop. But oh, guess what he does? He goes off at me. I was hurt. And because of that, adding to the fact I have issues at home, I almost broke down during class. I felt so gawd damn weak, because I almost broke down in class. I couldn't believe it... My dad also went off at me, even though I did nothing. I was hurt like a fucker. All because he wants to do the same thing as my mum.. I... I seriously will break down, I swear. ... And just then, I feel as though I hurt one of my closest friends, all because I didn't want them to get depressed with my negativity... I... I really am the worse. Hurting the people I care so much for, I'm... I'm so stupid. Alright, that's it. I can't do this anymore. I'm depressed. Fuck it. I'm going to go cry now. I just can't do this anymore. I'm hating myself so fucking badly right now. Fuck, I'm off. Sometime in your life, you will feel as though everything is against you, and that feeling will sometimes make you do drastic things. |
