|
â‚° Memories Saturday, 18 May 2013 | 0 comment[s] Haha, once again, I'm forgiven. But... It's the last time I'll be forgiven before I lose them forever, and I don't want that. So... I'm going to try everything I can, so that I don't hurt them. They're the first person for me to fully trust ever since my once called 'best friend' back-stabbed me. Haha. Before I had this blog, because I created it last year when I was in grade nine, I wrote some notes on my phone. Haha. This is something like it, just parts of it I removed, so that people who read this won't get named. Haha. Well, it's just someone that they might know, that's all. It might be a bit emotional and I think there's some cussing in there, but yeah. Haha. So here it goes: What have I ever done to you to make you hate me? You were my best friend throughout year six and seven, but this year, you don't even bother.... I wonder why you hate me. You say I'm mean and everything but I don't recall ever being mean to you. So why call me mean and shit? I thought you were my best friend... I bet you, that you're thinking "Why is she so mean?!" Now, all I want to hear from you is your honest feelings, what you think of me. I've already had enough dishonesty in my life... I might as well stop calling you my "sister", right _______? Why did I even bother trusting you? I told you most of my secrets and you never told me yours....... And I shall stop there for now. Haha. It gets quite personal afterwards between me and her. Haha. Remember, this was when I was in grade eight. I was quite an emotional chick, always getting the same question by teachers, always getting told the same thing. "Are you okay?" "You should smile more! You always look so sad." ... Yeah... My life is still like that. Even my dad said it to me once. Haha. Oh wells. That's how life is. It goes on and on. A never ending cycle. And I shall go now. I went a bit negative earlier, when I thought back to those memories of how she back-stabbed me. Haha. And there was that slight depression of what happened last night... Yeah... I don't want to go through that ever, again. Almost cried myself to sleep, again. Haha. Well, yeah. It's 11:22 and my dad told me to get off about half a hour ago. HAHAHA. Oh wells. Goodnight everyone. Enjoy the rest of the 38 minutes that remain. Haha. Good bye. Because you can never replace the memories that you have created with them. Never. |
