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₰ Promises Saturday, 20 April 2013 | 0 comment[s] Saturday. The day full of school work. Like literally too. Only a two-hour break from tutor and Vietnamese school. Ah, it’s so tiring especially when I have assessment. I don’t have time for that anymore because I have to go to tutor and do extra homework and stuff. It’s really frustrating. If my grades drop, my parents blame it on me. Like, they think that all I do is chat online, that I do nothing. My parents, have no trust in my whatsoever. I can’t do what I want, my life is ruled. Ruled by them. I’m just like a puppet. .... When I think about myself being a puppet, I think of a promise I couldn’t keep. It was a promise to not cry for the next three weeks. I couldn’t keep it. Because of my dad. Because this promise was made before the holidays. Because I started crying on the last day of school. Hmm, yeah. Kind of felt vulnerable and I was bashing myself because of it but yeah. I guess I can’t keep all my promises, huh? Well, instead of assignments and all, I got hooked onto this manga so… I’ll go back to reading it. It’s interesting okay? So… Yeah. I’ll go now. Bye bye. :I Because everyone is different. |
