Oh. Wow. Yay. Just nice. I had the motivation to do it last night… And then… My dad tells me to get off before he cuts off the internet… Now isn’t he nice? Seriously…

So, no motivation to do my AMS assignment which is due tomorrow. Yay. I’m so going to stress, I swear. I’m going to blame my parents. Like. I ended up reading manga the whole time. From nine to three. Only at three, did I start on my assignment. I literally forced myself to do it. Well… Yeah… I did get to finish it though… After one hour when my mum told me to get off. Like, I can’t finish everything before eight thirty… And then my mum wants me to stop having a social life, only because she saw me on skype. She didn’t understand anything, and tells me to delete it. I was only talking to a friend who was helping me, and my buddy who was helping me let off stress. Seriously. I was disheartened because of that; it’s the only thing that keeps me from inflicting pain onto myself, from being one of those people who I don’t want to become. Having a social life is what keeps me from becoming depressed every day.

Even though she knows nothing of my life, she treats me as though she does. She doesn’t know how I feel, she doesn’t know the way on how I would react. I swear, she was staring at me while I was doing my work, I couldn’t do anything because I felt so stressed out. All that expectation she had on me. It just frustrates me so much. She doesn’t no shit about me. She didn’t know how much I fucking wanted to punch my laptop screen. I swear, I was about to literally rip off my keys. She just frustrated me so freaking much.

Okay, no more. I am off. Only because I don’t want to end up getting depressed. Haha. Well, I’ll be honest. My mum was gossiping about me behind my back, I just wanted to cry right then. I didn’t think she would actually talk to people about me like that… So… Yeah… At least I finished my AMS assignment I guess…

Inspiration comes in even the tiniest of things.

Oh. Wow. Yay. Just nice. I had the motivation to do it last night… And then… My dad tells me to get off before he cuts off the internet… Now isn’t he nice? Seriously…

So, no motivation to do my AMS assignment which is due tomorrow. Yay. I’m so going to stress, I swear. I’m going to blame my parents. Like. I ended up reading manga the whole time. From nine to three. Only at three, did I start on my assignment. I literally forced myself to do it. Well… Yeah… I did get to finish it though… After one hour when my mum told me to get off. Like, I can’t finish everything before eight thirty… And then my mum wants me to stop having a social life, only because she saw me on skype. She didn’t understand anything, and tells me to delete it. I was only talking to a friend who was helping me, and my buddy who was helping me let off stress. Seriously. I was disheartened because of that; it’s the only thing that keeps me from inflicting pain onto myself, from being one of those people who I don’t want to become. Having a social life is what keeps me from becoming depressed every day.

Even though she knows nothing of my life, she treats me as though she does. She doesn’t know how I feel, she doesn’t know the way on how I would react. I swear, she was staring at me while I was doing my work, I couldn’t do anything because I felt so stressed out. All that expectation she had on me. It just frustrates me so much. She doesn’t no shit about me. She didn’t know how much I fucking wanted to punch my laptop screen. I swear, I was about to literally rip off my keys. She just frustrated me so freaking much.

Okay, no more. I am off. Only because I don’t want to end up getting depressed. Haha. Well, I’ll be honest. My mum was gossiping about me behind my back, I just wanted to cry right then. I didn’t think she would actually talk to people about me like that… So… Yeah… At least I finished my AMS assignment I guess…

Inspiration comes in even the tiniest of things.