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â° Day Thirty One [II] Wednesday, 13 March 2013 | 0 comment[s] Hmm. Assignments, assignments, assignments, that's all it is about these days. Things become worse when I have homework for Vietnamese school and tutor as well. Erk. So not in the mood for any of this. Especially how things are taking their toll on me. My hair is slowly stating to become white. Haha. I'm already having white hair. I feel so old now. Sigh. It's all fun and games until one gets hurt. And that person was someone who I really cared about. Knowing that I was the one who hurt them, is killing me. Twice, I've hurt them. So many times, have I hated myself for being a child and taking things too far. So many times how I've wanted to jet run away from the world, hide myself with so that I don't hurt anyone else anymore other than myself. You know... All the walls I kept around me heart are broken down or melted away. I became more vulnerable than I was haven't I? All I'm doing here is complaining, not knowing what to do to fix it. Another thing I hate about myself. I hurt other people and not know how to fix it. I'm just an idiotic fifteen year old who should stop blogging altogether... Alright, no more before I start crying again. News years' resolution of trying not to cry is done. Finished. Well, moreover forfeited it. I've cried more than three times this month alone. I would've succeeded if it was only once a month but for me.... I know that's not going to happen anymore. But yeah. I'm just going to end this post. Too dead for anything. Bye. Once it's done, it's done. It cannot be reversed. ăăăă»ăăšăă«ăăăȘăăă æăăŠăă |
