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â‚° Wonders Tuesday, 8 January 2013 | 0 comment[s] Sometimes, I just wonder to mysef, what is love? What is dating? From observations and from reading (a whole load of book and fanfics) they make you feel warm and fuzzy inside, make you want to protect rhem. Basically, you feel happy if you're near them, like a never ending grin is always on your face. But then if they have to go, you feel sad and you don't want them to go. Their company is all you need to be happy. If this isn't then... What is love? And how do you know if you are in love? Yes, I am one clueless girl. And now I'm just lying here, on my bed, on my phone typing this up when I'm suppose to be asleep... My parents make me go to sleep so early. Nine at night. And it's holidays. I have three more weeks. Why can't you let me enjoy it? My dad too. Makes me go on the treadmill only because he says I'm fat. Fat in the backside. Dude. JUST LET ME GROW UP ALREADY! I don't voice out my opinions because I know. From past stubborn ever princes, he'll threaten me and then he'll hit me. I'm not sure if it was me or someone else but I remember him hitting someone with a remote control. Haha. Oh how I wish he'd stop his anger fit. Just like my little sister. Actually, I think the one with the scariest tempers in my family is my little sister, my mum and my dad. Why can't they control their tempers? But in kind o mee scared of my mum when she's scary because she kind of has power over my dad. While for both my dad and sister, they'll just hurt me. Aaaah, how fun my life is. I know I have. Temper as well but as least I bottle it up. But then it jus makes me a volcano, waiting to erupt. Haha. Oh wells. I'll just vent it out somehow. But now I've got to go to sleep before my mum comes in and busts me, taking away my phone. AGAIN! Gosh. Bye bye. "Haters be hating~" |
