|
â‚° Sighs Thursday, 10 January 2013 | 0 comment[s] Seriously, all I do is post bad and a tad sad things. Not a good start to this year, is it? I guess... I'm going to hang off the fan fictions and the gaming for awhile. Sigghhhhs. Those fanfics of mine really are going to be completed when I'm in year 12 or finished... Seriously. ): Even though I already told my stress buddy, I'm still gonna tho it here before I rennet and start weeping. Urgh. I seriously hate how my laptop suddenly does on me when I asked a frien to do something for me, yet when I try to go on the computer, my dad yells at Nero get off. Little sister tried to help by telling him that I needed to do something except she got told off by him. "Don't you dare talk back to me." He says. Like, seriously! If you want respect, you've got to earn it! Yelling an threatening your daughters ain't the way to earn my respect. Sighs. Now I've for to apologise to him for making him stay up... Especially how he has school the next day. ): I'm starting to get sick of living the life of the doll, the experimental child. All I get are threats and no support from my parents. Yeah, I still hold the fact that they laughed at my dream against them. I always will. I don't think I'm ever going to let that go past. Especially how they tried to make me become something else..... Alright, I'm going to stop typing for tonight. If I type anymore, I'll actually cry. And being the stubborn girl I am, I'm not going to let myself cry. Aish... I just hope tomorrow is going to be a better day than today... I hope... You make think you're fearless and all, but there is always one tiny bit in th corner of your heart that has Fear residing there. |
