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â‚° Almost Friday, 11 January 2013 | 0 comment[s] Aaaaah, so close. Almost a day without my dad telling me off and yelling at me. This time he yelled at me for being 15 yet I don't know how to help make dinner. For your information, I don take cooking lessons and you don't really help either. Sheesh. It's not my fault, is it?! Blame the school with their bad as theory lesson which bore the heck out of me. But yes, I did kind of cry. Fought it back though, like I'm ever going to show him my weak side, he'll just continue to threaten me. Just like earlier, I said I want to read except he comes in with a fly swatter, getting ready to hit me with it. An yes, he almost did as well. Seriously. But I did cry another time when I was being pressured to join a guild on maple. Silly, I know but there's nothing else to do once your caged like a bird with torn wings. Sighs, seriously. I got so frustrated because I was already in that guild on my Angelic Buster and I didn't want to join on my Kaiser yet I was being forced to... They even did the guilt trip. I didn't fall for it except things almost got worse to the point I swear friendship was going to crack. "Real friend would've joined my guild." She says. Another friend got worried and told her that I was crying. She refers that she's also crying. Psh, I swear she isn't even crying in the end. Me on the other hand, I really was tearing. If there's one thing I'm scared of... That's the feeling of being alone... except horror that is. I still don't like that genre and I never will. Erk. Sighs. Past 11, need to sleep. A tad sad because I properly couldn't say goodbye to a friend and I had more to talk about to them but no. My mum kicks me off before I even had the chance to. Sighs. It's early! It's the holidays! Let me sleep late! But then again, they won't. I don't have any freedom. Sighs... :\ Night night... A complimented job is a job well done. |
