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â‚° Fifth Day Friday, 19 October 2012 | 0 comment[s] Nice... Just asking politely to my mum if I could go to an outing with friends (one of them is a family friend) but then she yelled (because I also asked her yesterday) and cried out to ask my dad about it so I did. And to which... I got another rage this time... Kind of worse. My mum just yelled at me to ask my dad while my dad... Just literally dissed my dream of becoming a singer... I-I... I was really hurt by them since he's complaining that I'm going to school and wasting his money since I can just 'sing' at home... Seriously... He does know that I need advice... I adivce on what to do. How to sing. How to perform... I can't just self-teach myself these... I'm not asking much since I only wanted to go to that one outing... Is it so bad that they can't even trust their 14-year-old daughter to go out with around five/six friends to hang out..? I never asked anything like this since everything else was either if I could go to Japan (I'm going with a cousin so that doesn't really count) or if I could go to birthday parties I rarely stayed there for! Well... Enough about me rambling, I'll get over it like i always go. But with just another mental scar added along with many more... With the other seven or eight mental scars (and these are really serious). So yeah. I finally got to hang out with my grade eight friend and I think... I just made friends with another grade 10'er. Yay for me. Well, yeah. But since there's nothing else to say (except that I think I did bad on my English test - I still can't spell) I'll just go find osmething to do. robably watch Naruto or draw... I think I'll draw. Been awhile since I drew. Hehe. Well, bye bye. Hopefully you guys don't get depressed or too upset. Especially you, ouja-sama. You may say it's nothing but I've seen you eating quite a lot of sweets today and you once told me that if youe at a lot of sweets, you're depressed or upset. So don't deny it. I may be the cloud and you're the mist but that doesn't mean we hate each other... Just burdern yourself with it... I may sound like a hypocrite but I'm techinically not... I'm not telling anyone in reality but I'm telling the people who read my blog so yeah.. I'm not actually burderning myself. Let loose and don't drown with your burderns. But enough of me rambling and complaining. I'll go now. Time to draw Asuna and Kirito! Been meaning to but I haven't. Hehe. Bye bye. Let go of those burderns and regrets before you sink to the bottom. |
