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â‚° Seventieth Day Wednesday, 8 August 2012 | 0 comment[s] I wonder... If anyone recongised my swollen eyes and not mistaking them as me being tired? What? Okay, I wasn't that tired (even though I went ot sleep at 12:30).... I had been crying, okay? Look, I may seem stable and strong but really, I'm mentally but mainly emotionally unstable. I was crying last night because I was doing something for five hours. I spent five hours doing it and then all in once smooth move while I was outside of my room. My cousin comes and deletes it.... WHEN I HAVEN'T EVEN SAVED IT! So I technically lost five hours of my life, for no reason. I WAS SO FREAKING (I almost swore just then) PISSED OFF! And frustrated as well. So fustrated that all my frustration and stress just kept on streaming out as tears. From.... 9 to around 10? Then frmo there I just read untill 12:30. Mwahahahas, I don't think anyone noticed I cried. I just told them I was tired and they were bags. But yeah, I haven't started my homework but technically... I've haven't been doing anything at all. As in... I've just been blogging and... reading basically. DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMN!!! I have maths homework due tomorrow and I haven't even done it and then... I have QCAT... DAAAAAAAAAAANG!! Reading helps me escape the harsh difficuities of reality. |
