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â‚° Twenty-nineth Day Monday, 28 May 2012 | 0 comment[s] Music today, I tried singing but my ear got blocked mid way and that really screwed up my singing. Hey, I'm still partially sick here. During one of the breaks, my friend started complaining that he should've been my partner in Japanese instead of this other guy because we're both doing all the work. Man, one reason why I hate being one of the top students in the class... Sighs... I'm doing it right now. You don't really need the fudging English - the guy I'm working with (Nathan) is doing the English translation. You don't really need it but I guess he needs it because the teacher's going to ask us questions of what we had just said. Well, my mum just came into my room when I was in the middle of getting inspirtation for my Japanese assignment - I was watching some anime OVA's... She raged at m and told me then she started to lecture me. Man, she doesn't know my life. She doesn't know what I've been through - they may seem like it but I highly doubt them. She doesn't know the hardships I have to face. Basically, she doesn't know a single thing about my life. She doesn't know that I'm THAT uncomfortable with smiling. Go look at my school photos, all you'll see is me 'glaring' apparently. In short, I'm not smiling. When I was younger, yes I did smile. But not anymore. Reasons why? I think it's because of my teeth and face (too much pimples... *sighs). Overall, might because I just think I'm ugly. I'm rambling now. Well, I'll go finish off my Japanese assignment now and actually finish off my story if I can... It is offically my longest chapter I've ever written or typed up. Want to know how long it currently is? Right now, it's about 2,500+ words. I need to cut it up into two peices and then after that... Start on my other fanfic. My anime one since I was working on my AFF one... Then after that, I need to start on a new oneshot. Yes, I know I'm complaining about this too much. But meh. Good night. "Sometimes it's easier to tell your friends that you don't care about someoe than it is to try to explain why you do." - iPredict (iPhone Application) |
