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æ„›: Logbook Tuesday, 29 July 2014 | 0 comment[s] Well, what a day. First of all, I get told off by my form teacher for wearing a necklace - one of the few things I actually get comfort from. After telling him that I'd take it off later and trying to get to class, he fucking calls me back again and tells me off again. He tells me that he's only trying to explain to me why when I already got the point and I tried walking away again only for him to call me back again. And that was when I almost started tearing up. Having getting annoyed and repeating myself that I fucking got the point, I was hurt that something special to me was almost taken away like it was last year by my grade ten maths teacher. Haha, I fucking hate this teacher. After period one... I angered Davison... again. Haha. I don't even know what's wrong with me haha. I'm always the one who's hurting him. I'm always the one causing the issues haha. I'm so fucking selfish, it ain't funny. It doesn't help that I'm turning into a total bitch either. What the hell... Is wrong with me... Now, I find out that I don't have my logbook for chemistry for all my calculations. I am so fucking dead. I can't do shit without it. I emailed my teacher who by the looks of it, never freaking replies at all. What's worst is that it's due tomorrow. Now I'm stressed and crying. I'm just sick of all of this assignment. I just had to lose it a day before it's due. I am so disappointed in myself. Just, fuck this. Normally, I'd rant to Davison but since he's ignoring me, this is only way I can just let it all out. And the fact that he's ignoring me two in less than a week just shows that I'm so fucked up haha. Fml. |
