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願い: A Year Wednesday, 22 January 2014 | 0 comment[s] Exactly a year ago on this day.. I met Davison. haha. Via Kyle, on Hydra. I really do remember the details. Haha. This post is just going to be a post of reminiscing for the most of it. I still remember beginning Hydra that day, and going in a random channel where I incidentally met Cindy without realising it. I was on the thirteenth floor, leeching off Kyle because he was the one who urged me to play it when I was unsure to play it - our deal being that he trained me if I started. Lmfao. Ten rebirths later, everyone from his guild 'Style' came. It was Cindy, Dany, Davison and some other guy. I honestly don't remember who the other person was but oh wells. Haha. All I remember was him afking for dinner or something and that he later quit - giving the rest of his things to my little sister from what I remember. But yeah, after awhile, Dany and Kyle had to get off since well, they lived in America. I stayed on the floor with Cindy since it turned out that we somewhat knew each other through a mutual friend, Mimi. When she had to go, there was only one person in the guild who was online was of course: Davison. He was at Henesys so I just @hen to him where I saw him just sitting around with some of his friends who were girls. We were just chatting when he started giving out tets (tetris - a Hydra thing) to each person. Me included. I then @pet? I don't even remember anymore... Shiet. I don't remember but I went to gamble. God damn, I had such terrible luck. HAHAHAA. I lost most of my gambles until Davison came along and sat beside me. Only then did I start winning. Started calling him my "good luck" charm. Ehehehe. But because it has been a year since we've met, I snuck onto Facebook when dad was out. I guess, I was somewhat looking forward to be able to talk to him again despite the fact that I had a gnawing fear inside of me. I guess that fear was right because once I was on... I received these questions from Davison which I must admit... Really pained me. Haha. My chest felt as though it was constricting and it really hurt. Haha.To be honest, I almost cried when Cindy started talking to me for a bit despite it was only to pass me a message from Davison himself. "Don't send me things anymore." I thought he meant as in chatting so I was really hurt that he didn't want to talk to me. But it turns out he meant sending as in mailing. Haha. That kinds of kill this thing I've been planning for awhile but I guess if that's what he wanted then I can't help it. Haha. Even though I kind of really want to do it but if he's against it then yeah... Haha. So when he replied, I guess I felt as though he was a bit distant but I guess it couldn't be helped. I had to continuously backspace my nicknames for him so that it wouldn't be awkward as well. Haha. Sigh. In the end, I guess I couldn't help but smile while talking to him though. So for once, in a long time, I was able to smile again. Haha. I actually felt happy in a while so yeah. Haha. Thanks to him. But yeah. I'm starting to regain my smile again - though, I'm not sure how long it'll last. |
