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Thursday, 21 November 2013 | 0 comment[s]

Eh.. This might be my last post actually. haha. Since... After today, I'll no longer have a laptop. And I doubt sister would let me on to blog since she's so stingy when it comes to the internet - only thing she cares about is her private servers. Lmfao. Sigh. Oh wells.

Oh and, new story up. My English exam. haha.

I guess.. Today was an okay day. Haha. AMS, watched our documentary and everyone just laughed at the crap scene. So predicted that but yeah. Didn't even turn into a documentary anymore. But yeah. At least we handed something in.
Maths, we just played games while we waited for Miss to mark our exam (which I got a C for) and we just played this game where we killed people. By are all the games related to death for some reason... HAHAHAHA. OH, teacher told us a funny story too which relates to wink murderer. Apparently, she had this one student who just did a "wink machine" and just legit killed everyone in a row. HAHAHAHA. So funny.
Music, Van and I just prepared this song for our Japanese teacher who was leaving so yeah. Even though he sang it differently but the lyrics we wrote together went something like:

Dear Miss Asano thank you for everything
If I had listened I might’ve learnt something
So I decided to try harder next year
It’s a shame you won’t be here

Thank you Miss Asano for everything you’ve done
Thank you Miss Asano
You’re the salt to our pepper
Thank you Miss Asano
The hello to our kitty

You taught us the te form song
Ri chi I becomes tte
Ki ite
Gi ide
Mi nde
Bi nde
Boom boom
That’s the te form song


Thank you Miss Asano for everything you’ve done
Thank you Miss Asano
The hira to our gana
Thank you Miss Asano 
The kata to our kana


THEN IT WAS JAPANESE. Miss just told us her life story and there was one part... How she told us not to do long distant relationship and I just knew someone was going to link me with it so I just said "Don't judge" instead of "don't say anything" because of the spur of the moment. Lmfao. Annie turned around and tapped my hand and Suzanne turned a bit and looked at me with the corner of her eye. Lmfao. But yeah. After we played the video, about three or four students and the teacher ended up crying because of it. Haha.

SIGH. I was actually going to elaborate on what happened in Japanese but... I'm getting way too emotional now. Instead of during Japanese... I actually want to cry right now. Haha. Probably going to feel so crap tomorrow but yeah... I just want everything to go back to what it originally was... Before I freaking killed everything.. before... I became such a worthless... thing... I've really got no rights.. To be called a human haha.
Look, I know everything is going downhill and it's because of me; it's my fault. But I really do hope... That when this is over.. It'll be worth it. Davison Baramy, I'm still in love with you. Even after three months of separation, these feelings  that I hold for you haven't changed a bit. I'm sorry for everything... But Davison, I love you with all my heart. Forever and always. We're meant to be, aren't we?
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