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â‚° Frozen Memories Tuesday, 16 July 2013 | 0 comment[s] Restarting it all over again. Left alone for a month, all the memories that could've been typed here are now gone, frozen. Lol jokes, I don't even know why I sound depressed whatsoever. HAHAHA. But yeah, I'm restarting my blog days... hopefully. So to show that I'm restarting it, maybe, I changed my layout. To be honest, I was going to start two days ago since I change the layout then but I haven't gotten the chance to so I just left it as it was, and never posted anything to show that I'm back. Haha. The layout I have now, I was actually going to change it in August but yeah~ Might as well do it now since I'm back and restarting. Haha. Well, today, instead of Maths, we had this performance thing for English instead. And it was hilarious as hell, haha. Like, there were two performers and they were putting on a performance for Romeo and Juliet. Well... They were supposed to put on a comedy act but didn't since there were some 'volunteers' from the students, one of them being in my class, and like.... One of them said that their comedy act sounded like Romeo and Juliet and the actor 'Nick Bottom' (guy) said that it was while the other, 'Peter Quiche' (girl) said it wasn't and to prove the whole thing, they ended up doing the play. Haha. Like, Bottom APPARENTLY didn't know what happened in the play and thought it was a happy ending, while Quiche knew what was happening. It was funny because Bottom had to play as the nurse and it was hilarious, 'cause he had a fan and some posh attitude. HAHAHA. They did do the Romeo and Juliet parts. Quiche, as Juliet, and Bottom and Romeo, they did the part where Romeo first meets Juliet. And like, they ended up sharing a kiss and all and the thing is... I was honestly surprised because I thought the actor and the actress were together but.. They weren't. LOL Like, gawd damn. That professionalism right there. But at the end of the act, I realised... That "Nick Bottom" and "Peter Quiche" wasn't their real names. LOL I knew something was up when I read "Peter" since she was a girl, but yeah... Their real name was Emily and something. Holy, I forgot his name. HAHAHA. Whoops. But I do know that they're from Grin n Tonic Theatre Troupe so yeah. Haha School's as normal as every other day. Nothing really changes even though it's semester two. Haha. Going to try harder I guess... Since I got two Cs in my semester one report card and mum started full on lecturing me, saying that I don't even do anything that all I do is chat online. She doesn't know anything, and it's funny because she claims that just because she's my mother, she thinks she knows everything. Happens to every other family but yeah... I find it extremely frustrating so yeah, don't mind me. Right now, I feel quite useless. Someone, I care for soooooo freaking much, is feeling negative and I can't do anything to cheer them up. I want to cheer them up, but my parents have this restriction on me that after 8:30, I'm kicked off the laptop and I have to give them all of my electronic devices which include my laptop, phone and kindle. Honestly, it's so freaking lonely after then because I'm so used to staying up skyping and yeah... I don't find any reason why I'm kicked off then, because they're ruling my life all over again. And I seriously, HATE it. Because I'm still holding onto that false hope, of being able to rule MY OWN life. To be able to have MY OWN choices, to have MY OWN mistakes. Haha. Oh wells, it's way half a hour past 8:30 and yeah... I'm meant to be off but I still feel so freaking useless since the person I care for is still feeling like crap and I can't do anything to help. I honestly.. Won't be able to sleep well tonight. Well, like any other night to be honest. Freaking wake up in the middle of the night EVERY SINGLE TIME I got to sleep. Been happening ever since parents been taking my things at 8:30. Sigh. I'm going to end up feeling so crap after this since I'm starting to over think things. Erk. I think I'm going to go now... No point in saying bye, no one ever reads this blog anymore. Haha. No one but one bothered answering my question I put up about a month ago. So... I'm clueless on how to end this. Haha. Oh wells. I'll just leave it and end it with a quote as always. You know how much someone means to you, when your mood is affected by theirs. |
