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â‚° Boredom Sunday, 22 April 2012 | 0 comment[s] Wow, I was so bored. That I actually finished all of my homework and continuing my fanfic... I haven't started to type up the fourth chapter in ages. To behonest, I'm tying up two fanfics. One's an anime one and another is a 'Korean' one.... in a sense... Kekeke. Hmm... Let me find the sites... Here's the Korean one: http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/160165 (this is sort of has my life in it) and the anime one is: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7857406/1/. Kekeke. Is it bad that I'm writing this? Anyhow. I just found out my friend is freaking upset and I can't do anything to help her. Why, why am I always in the position? I don't blame her, I just really blame my parents for not letting me go online so that I can comfort one of my dearest friends. But no. Grades are more important then a social life. What happens if I get a good job, but I'm too 'shy' to talk to people because I wasn't allowed to socialise when I was younger? Do you even think of the future? Don't rule my life as if it was your second life. This isn't fair. That you let my younger siblings so whatever they want and forc me to do things. Yes, I know I'm the eldest and that I have to take responsibility, but sometimes. That's too much of a burdern. They don't think about my feelings and how I feel about it at all. They just think my life is theirs. I know you gave me life and such, which I am graetful for but did you know? I don't like it when I'm being both phyically and verbally abused. I don't like it AT ALL. Now, enough about me rambling about my family. My aunt and younger nieces came over and started to annoy the hell out of me. Great, now my room's a mess. I have to fix my bed now darn it. I dislike it when they come over and wreck my house. It's such a bother to handle. Especially the younger ones, I personally think I'm not good with little kids so I find it hard ot find something to entertain them with that WON'T break. Urgh, they almost broke my phone. Well, one of them grabbed it off the table and tried playing with it. Nice... Anyhow, I'm going to go fix my bed now. Later. Running away isn't an option. |
